Space Traveler Shares Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of Deluge of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also featured well-known figures.

The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.

She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was drowned out under the tide of sexist vitriol.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was paused after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

A Path to Recovery

Months following fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.

She noted that amid the criticism, considerable good had resulted from the experience, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that crossed the edge of outer space.

The diverse crew also included leaders in various fields.

The company behind the mission is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.